There is a sickness in the camp over at my other blog site and every single day I find it harder and harder to even log in let alone try to write anything there. I think that's why I find this place a safe haven. I dont know who reads it, there are no counters, no footprints, no crap stain comments. It's almost a sanctuary for my words compared to Sodom and Gomorrah over there. [tic]
I had asked one of the top cats who is also a Christian, how he dealt with people cursing our faith and our God on a millisecond basis and he I am convinced is half robot and has no heart and doesn't let that stuff get to him which made me ask him again " How is that even possible"? The things people say about our Lord and Savior are some of the most disgusting and vile things I have ever read anyone write in my lifetime. Perhaps I've been sheltered, I dont really think so but if that is the case I'm glad for it. It's almost impossible for me to understand how something so beautiful can be made into something so ugly, until it occurred to me as I drove home last night.
John 15:18-21
“If the world hates you, you know that it hated Me before it hated you. If you were of the world, the world would love its own. Yet because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you. Remember the word that I said to you... If they persecuted Me, they will also persecute you... because
they do not know Him who sent Me."
and
Matthew 5:43-45
“You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ “But I say to you, love your enemies,
bless those who curse you,
do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you..."
I dont have it in me to fight back with those people. If nothing else, I feel sad for them, that they could hate and despise someone so honorable who paid the price for them who hate Him. I've come to understand that I was made to love them, to be an example of what a Christian isn't. In the meantime, while they are on this kick Jesus while he's down thing, I'm just going to have to keep my words few and not get sucked in out of anger.
Yesterday I heard a story about a guy who went to heaven and when he got there, he stood in an area where there were martyrs. People of the past who had died for their faith, and they were all sitting around talking about how they died.
"I was crucified upside down"...
"OH man, that's harsh. I was beheaded"...
"Yeah, I was cut in half"...
the guy sort of stood there, thinking about how he was persecuted for his faith. They turned to him and asked " So how were you martyred in your lifetime"? He raises his head and says " Oh I would get the worst emails! And then the comments on my blogs were just HORRIBLE, they would call me the worst names ever".
Seriously?